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Daisy (for David)

Peter Howells. Daisy (for David), 1992.
Color Pencil on cotton rag, 50 x 40 in.

    hen I was in high school, I took close-up photographs of flowers by taping a magnifying glass to the front lens of my father's 35mm camera. I took countless pictures of roses, begonias, daisies and wildflowers of all varieties. A few years ago I rediscovered these photos and found something in them, and in myself, that I had forgotten--an appreciation of beauty for its own sake. I chose several of these images and decided, once again, to explore beauty as a subject matter using these images in large, colorful paintings and drawings.

But I couldn't make these new pictures simply about beauty, for there is no meaning in beauty without a context. For this context I chose my experiences as a gay man and the irony of how, on the one hand, our mainstream culture relies on certain gay sensibilities to define beauty, especially through the creative arts, and on the other hand, our culture wants us to hide other aspects of our sensibilities, specifically our sexuality.

In the painting Daisy (for David), I juxtaposed the image of a enlarged daisy with the phrase "All they had to do was nothing." I originally chose these words as a commentary on the reaction of our culture and its leaders to the epidemic that has infected and killed millions of people. Individual viewers will undoubtedly bring their own experiences to these words and its accompanying image.

Daisy (for David) is dedicated to David Wojnarowicz who was a gay man I knew, an artist of incredible sensitivity and insight, and a hero of mine. He died of AIDS in November, 1992.

Peter Howells
April, 1994

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